Single???

I honestly do not think there is anything wrong in being single...cause at the moment everything is super fine...but hey..dont get me wrong it would be nice to have someone...but the thing is if you are single...don't get pressured by the people around you who are dating and are in a relationship....just wait...and enjoy...that is what I am doing....i mean...my phrase is I am single, availabe(based on my interest),and always ready to mingle...remember also that the most important are your friends...keep them close to you always....These are who my close friends are...that I love very much...and not forgetting my darling sis CHristine Nisha..Oh yea...and then since the song is nice...this is Beyonce : Single Ladies..=)

In daily life(everything)
* Charmaine
*Brandon
*Sherman
*Christine(sis)

In School
* Rachel(bestie)
* Isaac
*Fiona
*Mardheanna
*Nisshta
*Sharanie
*Emily
*Yuan Ping
* Diane
* Kenneth
* Jen Mee
* Ian
* Justin
* Farhan
* Yuvanesh
Sunday School/Church
* Priscilla
* Melissa
* Mitchelle
* Danielle
* Ashlee
* Alyssa
* Timothy
* Elliot
* Davina
* Nicole
* Jahaziel
*Andrew
*Deyan
*Dexter

It's all about taking chances...

This is a good song...sung by a very famous artist...Celine Dion...congrats this song managed to hit me...so yea...i recomand you ppl to listen to it...if you have nt...=)

Taking Chances lyrics

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

I wonder...

God always has a plan for us right?..yea I sort of know that....but I mean in this world....what if there are just somethings you would want to tell god and hopefully he does it for us...Like for an example in God's plan book he writes down that on your 18th birthday your dad and mum will get you a Honda Accord...but you want god to change it for a Bmw or a Ferrari....so yea....I like you I mean I do....but its just that somehow....i do not think your the one god has put down in the book of his....somehow I know god is amongst us....its not that I do not believe that he exist....its just that i wish i could speak to him in person and tell him how i feel.....i wish i can tell you how i feel...but you see the world is never fair..and i am admitting that i am not doing a good job in handling it...as i am writting you are all that is on my mind....i wanna succeed in life and also to be able to find true love..I try to go through everyday avoiding the fact that i like you so much...i mean i am not gonna bullshit anyone la....at this age i cant really call it love...it would obviously be stupid....sometimes i wish you would compliment my presence onece in a while.....i compare myself to most ly my sister "Christine"....she is an amazing person....my gosh she is really intelligent and she is remarkably beautiful.....i know its wrong to question god....but i am human...and i apologise for my mistake......wish i could be really smart and beautiful like my sister....but the thing is there is a part of me that loves myself...not in a vain way but like really....i try to show as much appreciation to god for creating me....if only i was brave enough i would run up and tell you that i am not that bad and that you know what eventhough i am no model or an actress i am sure to be able to make you happy and that i would be able to interest you in every way possible....It just hurts so bad that i can never do that...i wish i was 13 back again...when i never fell in love...when the world was just about friends and having fun......those were the good days....now love actually hurts when you don't get love in return....but dont worry i dont blame you...its cause i never was brave enough....hopefully one day i will....but at the moment i guess i am gonna take a brake so yea....its so weird i feel like such a blogger...i am expressing how i actually feel to a Freaking computer.....soooo weird....well yea...okay...tata...=)

Swimming Day and Outing...ahahha...

haha enjoy...














Okay well as you can see...my sister drove me there man....ahaha...okay...so went for movie and all..la...haha...umm....as for the swimming....heyooo....it was cold...oh and i love the steam room...man....and then....we went to pyramid...and yea...hehe...this is damn summarised man....well i bet the pictures speak a thousand words so yea....the pic with me posing...is wid my sis cool shades..man..then the cool "JO" pic of me and mims with the hat...is classic la...k...so dun mess with us la...haha...then as usual sonia will give her ultimate pose...hehe...=)and then the pic i took of sherms,soma,the sastera guy,brandon and mims was also..funny cuz i snaped it in less than a sec...i tell u...hehe and also the other pic of sherms and brandon..ahaha...and i think i was checking whether charmaine gt fever then brandon gave that look...ahahah....and as sherms was staring at sumthing( god knows)...ahaha..i took a candid pic of him...and yea..the Children's pic is cool la...me facing fron and sonia giving sexy Back....and then after that all posing pics la..hehe...that is all...mwah take care and crave for more of my bloging...hehe...=P

I wanna BE realeased!!!

i was on the outside (lookin in)
wondering what do i (do from here)
i wonna show the world my (harmless doubt)
i wont hold back
im comin out
chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

i took a bite of freedom (it taste so sweet)
now that i know (nobodies being reliesed)
i cant go back to who i was before
i wont get through this open door

chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

brigde: i know that
i cant let
all the fear inside take over me
got to take a toll of whats in front of me

1 2 cant nobody hold me
3 4 drop it to the floor
5 6 make you body twist
let it go (like this)
let it go (like this)

blow your mind
whhhooooaaaaa
ohhhhh
let it goooo
yeaaa
ooohhhhhhhhh!!!!