I Tried I tell you I tried....dissapointing...

Okay here it goes, for these past few days I realised that I have a friend in my class who I am now close with la...His name is not suppose to be revealed so lets just call him Mr. S....okay...He is a funny guy...he talks crap half of the time and he also reminds us of old songs....ANyways getting to the point he is so LEmbik...I tell you... He is scared and he always gets bullied by the guys in my class... Day before,he cried because he gt bullied..So me being the hero, did not scold the bully's but scolded him, he sits behind me btw.... okay then he started crying even more...gosh...then I gave him a whole lecture about being tough and being a man and all...I spoke for half an hour...I even taught him THE LOOK!!!! and then it was testing time... so when he was not looking I punched his arm.....OMG.....He cried again...And I was like OMG....MR.S even a gurl punch you also you cry....and then it was time to go home, so I said I'll see you tmr... He wept and went home... Then the next day which is today....The bully's came back to his place they threw the basketball at him really hard and he cried...then i reminded him...Remember what I taught you!!! Okay then, after rehat, the bully's came and were like messing with his glasses and hair and slaping his face and back...then for the first time he did not cry...so you wanna know what he did....HE gave the LOOK!!!! I was happy atleast he followed what I thought him..... Okay so the bully's left...then he started laughing a bit loud...they heard and one of them came back...and asked so you think your tough now huh!!!! and then he pushed his glasses off his face... Then Mr. S gave the look one more time thinking it would work again, but.....HE got a hard smack on his back.... The bully said to him " Eh, you so call tough guy... don't you dare give me the look again...and go eat some calsium...it's not fun beating you when you are all skin and bones.." I could not help but laugh....I laughed so hard I am telling you....Kasvena and Hakim burst out laughing too....MR. S I am very dissapointed in you...In the end you still cried... Then the whole class said the Si Fu failed to educate the Lame boy =(....Oh well yea that is it...=) I feel bad a bit though but yea...=P THe END..

I guess That is all I'll ever be to you...

Boy you’re so hard to believe
Boy you’re so hard to believe

Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just a girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love


What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Cause I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain’t ok)
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

Boy you’re so hard to believe

One thing's for sure None of this is something I want to believe...
Gosh Boy I'll wait.....when the time is right gimme a call....

Oh yea My choral speaking Family

This is The only pics I have to describe them...Well each and everyone of us have different personalities and that is why we journey so far in the competition. Its not all about winning, But it is more of the hard work and effort put in by each and every member. A special Thanks to our conductor Mardheanna who has been really really and I mean Really!!! patient with us.. We love you for that. Oh and to Pn. Sujata for being the evermost supporting choral speaking teacher you can ever ask for. Alrightt...enjoy the pics..Oh wait I want to thank Kai lan's mum for the cake and her support...now I am done..ahaha..enjoy...=)

David Archuleta!!!!!

All thanks to my bestie Rachel Lai!!! well you see we both have been trying and trying to get the tickets by calling, smsing, and On9 well yea...she finally got it!!! she was the sms caller thru..and then they called her back and i heard her on air...I tell you I was screaming my head offf!!! i bet she was doing the same...ahahaha..she could not sleep at night..and I was so happy 4 her....so yea...the next day she told me that she is going to bring me along...and I was so happy...so Thank you so much love...I cant wait to go....I am Happy...Archuleta I and Rach are your NUM 1 fan...so here we come!!! well yea that is it...hehehe....

Charmaine Anne Augustine

Wondrin who this famous person is? Well its for me to blog and for you to read and find out. Okay let me start.Charmaine is a rare species okay, she is the one an only no copyright. She was born on the 23 of July 1993. Her favorite colour is purple, she loves and I mean loves anything to do with SUGAR. She is hyper,funny,loving,adorable,and a comfortable friend to be with. She is this kind of person where you would never know what's on her mind. She is an undefeatable NFS player in subang....which eventually lost to the undefeatable NFS player in PJ. Charmaine is a sort of a straight forward person..She is very athletic.. She studied in SK USJ 4 in primary and now is currently studying in SMK USJ 12. She is a very honorable prefect and she is a smart student. She faced many problems in life, but I look up to her because she handles them quite mature and never burdens anyone with them... She is humble, and also prayerfull. I have been best friends with her since I was 12 years old.. Now we are 16 and we are still best of friends..four years and counting. She is one person I can trust and learn from everyday of my life. She brings me a step forward whenever I am afraid to do something, she comforts me when I am sad and lonely, she gives me super duper advices at the right place and at the right time. Charmaine is the youngest in the family but she is not a spoilt child, infact she is the most obedient and the most understanding. I really hope her siblings and her dad apreciate her to the max. She is person you would never want to loose as a friend. You must also be wondring, that she is so important to me why didn't I blog about her earlier? Well I guess I will honestly tell you the reason I just decided to blog about her is cause so far the whole year we had not had a fight and last night we did. I mean we fought at around 12 and then at around 4 I was able to sleep. This is because all night I just was thinking about how such a small thing we could fight so massively and that I don't know if its mother nature but I just could not stop crying...and I mean literally crying like a baby...I was feeling this hurt that we fought. That was the first time I realised how much she meant to me and how much I loved her she was like my sister or like more than my sister. That is what made me blog about my experience and that I would do anything to make up with her. I wish I could just scream and say MIMI I lOVE YOU!!!...so yea that is it. I will edit this once I have made up with her. =) Okay That is it.

I find you really adorable..=)

Haha..this is my Friend Isaac Jay Pandian...
He is one of the guys I would say who is really really cute....
Haha...look at those chubby cheeks...arghhh...ahaha.... I am insane with cute people..
He is like this watermelon.....I tell you...
He has sparkly eyes...warms your heart don't you think...
Oh and I hugged him this year on my birthday...and he is so comfortable..like one ready made pillow...but I bet when he was chubby like this(in the pic) you would get a nice brand frm "slumberland"...ahaha..(don't get mad isaac) =P
Well the thing is he lost all his weight...=(...
Well atleast now he thinks la..he is the hottest and laku indian guy in Smk Seafield..
Don't ask me whether i Agree with that i will "Kill you"...but yea...He is a great friend to be around and when he is around you there is so much joy and laughter...all of you who are his friends would agree with me...
He is naughty in a good way....haha...you read his blog you will see la...all the nonsense he does with his partners in Crime "FArhan, Ian, Ken, Yuva, High Yoong, Jay Han, Kai Lun"..and if I missed out anyone i am sorry...haha...they too are so much like him...Farhan is super cool okay...and Ken is Like the English man with the genes of a Roti Canai(funny la..), Yuva is this indian dood that is really smart,funny and at the same time he protrays alot of emotions from characters or cast's...high yoong..is Chinesely Englishly smart and has his baths automatically, Jay han Thinks he is cool...he is also another funny guy..and random...Kai Lun is silently funny...oh and Ian...he is the mastermind of all mischeivious acts..........So yea..coming back to Isaac...he is smart...wants to be a pilot...and he plays all sports....he is best at football...he has two favourite biscuits which are "chips moore" and "oreo's "his fav colour is blue...he is 175 cm tall now... he is the fourth in his family, he loves chocolates and he has a snake as a pet...he has this unik smile,hard to predict what's going on in that head of his and I think he can try modeling now since he burnt all his fats he would look rather foxy in high heels don't you think..=P..haha...overall if you are not his friend you are missing out...oh and if you are not friends with his friends....then you are really missing out...ahaha...Isaac if you ever read this I hope you like it....Its all I can do to appreciate our friendship...=)

This is Me...=)

Accept yourself before others will learn to accept you...
Don't care what people say about you..(bad stuff la..)
Have faith and Confidence...
(I am not being a hypocrite...this is what i try to tell myself everyday..=)

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me