I find you really adorable..=)

Haha..this is my Friend Isaac Jay Pandian...
He is one of the guys I would say who is really really cute....
Haha...look at those chubby cheeks...arghhh...ahaha.... I am insane with cute people..
He is like this watermelon.....I tell you...
He has sparkly eyes...warms your heart don't you think...
Oh and I hugged him this year on my birthday...and he is so comfortable..like one ready made pillow...but I bet when he was chubby like this(in the pic) you would get a nice brand frm "slumberland"...ahaha..(don't get mad isaac) =P
Well the thing is he lost all his weight...=(...
Well atleast now he thinks la..he is the hottest and laku indian guy in Smk Seafield..
Don't ask me whether i Agree with that i will "Kill you"...but yea...He is a great friend to be around and when he is around you there is so much joy and laughter...all of you who are his friends would agree with me...
He is naughty in a good way....haha...you read his blog you will see la...all the nonsense he does with his partners in Crime "FArhan, Ian, Ken, Yuva, High Yoong, Jay Han, Kai Lun"..and if I missed out anyone i am sorry...haha...they too are so much like him...Farhan is super cool okay...and Ken is Like the English man with the genes of a Roti Canai(funny la..), Yuva is this indian dood that is really smart,funny and at the same time he protrays alot of emotions from characters or cast's...high yoong..is Chinesely Englishly smart and has his baths automatically, Jay han Thinks he is cool...he is also another funny guy..and random...Kai Lun is silently funny...oh and Ian...he is the mastermind of all mischeivious acts..........So yea..coming back to Isaac...he is smart...wants to be a pilot...and he plays all sports....he is best at football...he has two favourite biscuits which are "chips moore" and "oreo's "his fav colour is blue...he is 175 cm tall now... he is the fourth in his family, he loves chocolates and he has a snake as a pet...he has this unik smile,hard to predict what's going on in that head of his and I think he can try modeling now since he burnt all his fats he would look rather foxy in high heels don't you think..=P..haha...overall if you are not his friend you are missing out...oh and if you are not friends with his friends....then you are really missing out...ahaha...Isaac if you ever read this I hope you like it....Its all I can do to appreciate our friendship...=)

This is Me...=)

Accept yourself before others will learn to accept you...
Don't care what people say about you..(bad stuff la..)
Have faith and Confidence...
(I am not being a hypocrite...this is what i try to tell myself everyday..=)

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Single???

I honestly do not think there is anything wrong in being single...cause at the moment everything is super fine...but hey..dont get me wrong it would be nice to have someone...but the thing is if you are single...don't get pressured by the people around you who are dating and are in a relationship....just wait...and enjoy...that is what I am doing....i mean...my phrase is I am single, availabe(based on my interest),and always ready to mingle...remember also that the most important are your friends...keep them close to you always....These are who my close friends are...that I love very much...and not forgetting my darling sis CHristine Nisha..Oh yea...and then since the song is nice...this is Beyonce : Single Ladies..=)

In daily life(everything)
* Charmaine
*Brandon
*Sherman
*Christine(sis)

In School
* Rachel(bestie)
* Isaac
*Fiona
*Mardheanna
*Nisshta
*Sharanie
*Emily
*Yuan Ping
* Diane
* Kenneth
* Jen Mee
* Ian
* Justin
* Farhan
* Yuvanesh
Sunday School/Church
* Priscilla
* Melissa
* Mitchelle
* Danielle
* Ashlee
* Alyssa
* Timothy
* Elliot
* Davina
* Nicole
* Jahaziel
*Andrew
*Deyan
*Dexter

It's all about taking chances...

This is a good song...sung by a very famous artist...Celine Dion...congrats this song managed to hit me...so yea...i recomand you ppl to listen to it...if you have nt...=)

Taking Chances lyrics

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

I wonder...

God always has a plan for us right?..yea I sort of know that....but I mean in this world....what if there are just somethings you would want to tell god and hopefully he does it for us...Like for an example in God's plan book he writes down that on your 18th birthday your dad and mum will get you a Honda Accord...but you want god to change it for a Bmw or a Ferrari....so yea....I like you I mean I do....but its just that somehow....i do not think your the one god has put down in the book of his....somehow I know god is amongst us....its not that I do not believe that he exist....its just that i wish i could speak to him in person and tell him how i feel.....i wish i can tell you how i feel...but you see the world is never fair..and i am admitting that i am not doing a good job in handling it...as i am writting you are all that is on my mind....i wanna succeed in life and also to be able to find true love..I try to go through everyday avoiding the fact that i like you so much...i mean i am not gonna bullshit anyone la....at this age i cant really call it love...it would obviously be stupid....sometimes i wish you would compliment my presence onece in a while.....i compare myself to most ly my sister "Christine"....she is an amazing person....my gosh she is really intelligent and she is remarkably beautiful.....i know its wrong to question god....but i am human...and i apologise for my mistake......wish i could be really smart and beautiful like my sister....but the thing is there is a part of me that loves myself...not in a vain way but like really....i try to show as much appreciation to god for creating me....if only i was brave enough i would run up and tell you that i am not that bad and that you know what eventhough i am no model or an actress i am sure to be able to make you happy and that i would be able to interest you in every way possible....It just hurts so bad that i can never do that...i wish i was 13 back again...when i never fell in love...when the world was just about friends and having fun......those were the good days....now love actually hurts when you don't get love in return....but dont worry i dont blame you...its cause i never was brave enough....hopefully one day i will....but at the moment i guess i am gonna take a brake so yea....its so weird i feel like such a blogger...i am expressing how i actually feel to a Freaking computer.....soooo weird....well yea...okay...tata...=)

Swimming Day and Outing...ahahha...

haha enjoy...














Okay well as you can see...my sister drove me there man....ahaha...okay...so went for movie and all..la...haha...umm....as for the swimming....heyooo....it was cold...oh and i love the steam room...man....and then....we went to pyramid...and yea...hehe...this is damn summarised man....well i bet the pictures speak a thousand words so yea....the pic with me posing...is wid my sis cool shades..man..then the cool "JO" pic of me and mims with the hat...is classic la...k...so dun mess with us la...haha...then as usual sonia will give her ultimate pose...hehe...=)and then the pic i took of sherms,soma,the sastera guy,brandon and mims was also..funny cuz i snaped it in less than a sec...i tell u...hehe and also the other pic of sherms and brandon..ahaha...and i think i was checking whether charmaine gt fever then brandon gave that look...ahahah....and as sherms was staring at sumthing( god knows)...ahaha..i took a candid pic of him...and yea..the Children's pic is cool la...me facing fron and sonia giving sexy Back....and then after that all posing pics la..hehe...that is all...mwah take care and crave for more of my bloging...hehe...=P

I wanna BE realeased!!!

i was on the outside (lookin in)
wondering what do i (do from here)
i wonna show the world my (harmless doubt)
i wont hold back
im comin out
chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

i took a bite of freedom (it taste so sweet)
now that i know (nobodies being reliesed)
i cant go back to who i was before
i wont get through this open door

chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

brigde: i know that
i cant let
all the fear inside take over me
got to take a toll of whats in front of me

1 2 cant nobody hold me
3 4 drop it to the floor
5 6 make you body twist
let it go (like this)
let it go (like this)

blow your mind
whhhooooaaaaa
ohhhhh
let it goooo
yeaaa
ooohhhhhhhhh!!!!