Place to let go

Weeeeeeoooooooooooooo Life

2010-09-10T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggy!! Im super sorry i neglected you for a year...So much's been going on...Oh well guess what i miss you kayh! Anywhoo just to update you in that one year that i left you so much has happened...Ahaha i mean i met a whole lot of new friends...and sort of hung out with them most of form 5. And drama happened so yea..were not that close d.. I also met someone special in January...and he is super not what i expected to happen to me..Oh well so yea..long story short we dated..and yea..la...what can i say ryte..atleast im not a bitch who got with him...I am sooo glad i have friends like Nisshta,Isaac,Sharanie,Rayvin,Kasvena,Charmaine,Prabu and many more..Gosh when I went through hell they were there for me..I m super sorry guys when you warned me i never listened..Oh well in life you've got to fall into a hole to know you'll never fall into that same hole again :)

Other,than that...Gosh i feel so not Pumped up for SPM at all..I cant believe i suck at studying la..Ishhh..its super annoying..I want a brain of a *WILLIAM or ANUSHINI* ahaha...shiekssssssss!! Other than that..today is a very boring Saturday..so im going to continue making it boring by going and studying :) ahahha..My dad is actually screaming at me cause i spend half my life on FACEBOOK!! and not on the actual book :P ehhehehe...okok..for once i'll make him happy by going and studying for 2 hours :) hehe THAT IS alot for me kayh :) ahahha anyways so im back and will be back for more..:)

The pics just for fun kayh :) aahahhahaha

Break Away..:)

2010-03-07T21:54:00.000-08:00

HEy everyone!!! I am super duper sorry about my lazyness to update my blog...A bit the bum bum la...:) ahaha anyways..I just wanna say that its Freaking Spm year you know! Gosh..I cant believe i am 17...It so does not feel like it...The only thing on my mind now..Is getting Spm over and done with..:) ahaha....I wanna go on a one week or atleast a 5 day trip out of this city!!! I wanna be able to lay peacefully on the beach..and just enjoy the breeze and watch the sunset...drink coconut water...be with either my friends...or a special person..:)

Oh yea..btw...speaking of a special person...My whole life I've been single ;) hehehe and I dunt think its a weird or its a big loss...:) i just feel that the right one hasn't come :) ehehe owh and too the guys I rejected..if you ever read my blog..i just wanna apologise to you...cause i really did not wanna hurt your feelings...its just that i did not feel the same about you..:) You always know that we can be friends anytime :) ahahhaa...Okay So...that is all i have for now...I'll try and update sooner kay.. :)

Missing Them....:(

2009-09-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

OMg!!! It all started on Sun...It was my sis 21st and Ian,Daryl,Patricia,Mervyn,Calvin came...then we had so much fun...had some sleeping episodes in the car..and then the next day we all had to go to Kajang which is Ian and Daryl's home. And also where the rest of them lived... They had a massive party which was just awsome... Me, my sis nisha,ame,my bro dharan,and my cuz mitchelle stayed over. The party ended at 7 a.m the next morning. we went to bed at 6 a.m. Then at about 10 a.m my sis amy and cuz mitchelle left. It was me,younger bro and sis nisha left.. Then we woke up at bout 1 p.m. we went down and had delicious appam made by Aunty Maggie. Then we lepak in the hall..While waiting for darryl and Ian to wake up. Mervyn did not sleep all nite..so he was talking with us in the hall..then Darryl and Ian washed up and came down,round 3. Then we chit chat summore and went mamak...:)

Came back from mamak session we sat down and talked...then uncle and Aunty came back from a funeral...they sat down to have their late lunch..we sat with them....talked then...Darryl decided to take us to Kajang Church to play in the park and chill..We went,changed and fetched Kevin. then we reached there...we played badminton,football and rugby...Then the game which we really played like a match was captain ball...and Our team won( Me,Daryl,Alma,and Kevin)...we had so much fun it was 10-7...nice match..then we made our way home. Came home took shower..and Mervyn,alma and pat went home to do the same..they bought chinese food.. Then we all had dinner together..and then also a session of Family Joke time which went on till 12 p.m. ahahahahah it was awsome..Then they went back..and it was me, dharan,nisha, daryl and Ian left.

We went to Daryl and Ian's room to chill. I shared a bed wid Daryl. Nisha and dharan and Ian shared one bed..We watched the goals of MU and Man city game last week..then..we started talking and laughing again...and Then we went on till 2.30 and then my younger bro would not sleep if we didnt..so we had to go to bed.. Then I had to leave Daryl and go as well..:( I did not want to sleep knowing that I would be going back the next day... but had to la...

And uncle Kuttan sent us this morning, And until now they are all I actually think about. I am missing them so much that...my day was just so down..even now I just feel so separated....I wanna run back to Kajang and Give all of them a big hug and Kiss and stay there and not come back...

Gosh I love you ppl laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....YOu are the best cousins in the WOrld....

A very special person

2009-09-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

This is Jilly... She is funny,cute,adorable in all her pics...and she is a helpful friend...more like a big sister. I just wanna thank her in my blog.. She is more like a lifesaver...she helped me realised some stuff i did not know were the stupid things i did...She is encouraging and helped me when I was going through shitty and bad days...I just wanna thank her from the bottom of my heart. THANK YOU JILLy!!! hahaha... this is a funny yet cute pic of her..dun kill me Jilly...:):)

Bob's Late Night Band!!

2009-07-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

Well first of all I would Like to say I miss them so much. It was such a fun and challenging experience I had with them. All of them are so talented.... The leaders of our group are Gordon and Patrick...They are both Vocalist. Then we have Our guitarist, we have two electric guitarist one is Ranjit(daniel), and Bob(brendan) they are both gud. Owh and we have an acoustic guitarist name Joselyn..she is truly a nice person...Ummm Owh and we have bass he is Usop (joseph) he is funny and his accent is funny too... Okay moving on we have two AMAZING drummers...one is Matthew(kishan) and the other is Brandon(john). our pianist is Christine and accompanied by Johnathan. Then we have Amanda another lead singer, and for backup its Me,My sis(christine), Nicky(nicole) and lastly Sherman!!! okay...so I have introduce them...so here are the pictures of our journey together as a Band...I can cry just seeing it...:)

WeLL We love our bread, We love our butter but MOST of all We LOVe Each Other..:)

FOr AME & CHRISTINE

2009-05-06T22:39:00.000-07:00

One gud song that people tend to forget. I dedicate this song To both my sisters Amelia and Christine. Christine has always been there for me. Eventhough sometimes I can see she does not want to.. but she still helps me in many ways. Amelia eventhough for 2 years now you've been away, just know I love you always and you always gave me gud advices..=) This is for you..
I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not here

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

Chorus

(Listen to me now)
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

HALO

2009-05-06T22:29:00.001-07:00

well I don't exactly think a guy should be my saving grace cause I think God is my saving Grace.. So this song is dedicated to JC..=) hope you like it wherever you are..=)

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I Tried I tell you I tried....dissapointing...

2009-04-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

Okay here it goes, for these past few days I realised that I have a friend in my class who I am now close with la...His name is not suppose to be revealed so lets just call him Mr. S....okay...He is a funny guy...he talks crap half of the time and he also reminds us of old songs....ANyways getting to the point he is so LEmbik...I tell you... He is scared and he always gets bullied by the guys in my class... Day before,he cried because he gt bullied..So me being the hero, did not scold the bully's but scolded him, he sits behind me btw.... okay then he started crying even more...gosh...then I gave him a whole lecture about being tough and being a man and all...I spoke for half an hour...I even taught him THE LOOK!!!! and then it was testing time... so when he was not looking I punched his arm.....OMG.....He cried again...And I was like OMG....MR.S even a gurl punch you also you cry....and then it was time to go home, so I said I'll see you tmr... He wept and went home... Then the next day which is today....The bully's came back to his place they threw the basketball at him really hard and he cried...then i reminded him...Remember what I taught you!!! Okay then, after rehat, the bully's came and were like messing with his glasses and hair and slaping his face and back...then for the first time he did not cry...so you wanna know what he did....HE gave the LOOK!!!! I was happy atleast he followed what I thought him..... Okay so the bully's left...then he started laughing a bit loud...they heard and one of them came back...and asked so you think your tough now huh!!!! and then he pushed his glasses off his face... Then Mr. S gave the look one more time thinking it would work again, but.....HE got a hard smack on his back.... The bully said to him " Eh, you so call tough guy... don't you dare give me the look again...and go eat some calsium...it's not fun beating you when you are all skin and bones.." I could not help but laugh....I laughed so hard I am telling you....Kasvena and Hakim burst out laughing too....MR. S I am very dissapointed in you...In the end you still cried... Then the whole class said the Si Fu failed to educate the Lame boy =(....Oh well yea that is it...=) I feel bad a bit though but yea...=P THe END..

I guess That is all I'll ever be to you...

2009-04-23T22:18:00.000-07:00

Boy you’re so hard to believe
Boy you’re so hard to believe

Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just a girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Cause I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain’t ok)
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

Boy you’re so hard to believe

One thing's for sure None of this is something I want to believe...
Gosh Boy I'll wait.....when the time is right gimme a call....

Oh yea My choral speaking Family

2009-04-22T04:30:00.000-07:00

This is The only pics I have to describe them...Well each and everyone of us have different personalities and that is why we journey so far in the competition. Its not all about winning, But it is more of the hard work and effort put in by each and every member. A special Thanks to our conductor Mardheanna who has been really really and I mean Really!!! patient with us.. We love you for that. Oh and to Pn. Sujata for being the evermost supporting choral speaking teacher you can ever ask for. Alrightt...enjoy the pics..Oh wait I want to thank Kai lan's mum for the cake and her support...now I am done..ahaha..enjoy...=)

David Archuleta!!!!!

2009-04-03T21:16:00.000-07:00

All thanks to my bestie Rachel Lai!!! well you see we both have been trying and trying to get the tickets by calling, smsing, and On9 well yea...she finally got it!!! she was the sms caller thru..and then they called her back and i heard her on air...I tell you I was screaming my head offf!!! i bet she was doing the same...ahahaha..she could not sleep at night..and I was so happy 4 her....so yea...the next day she told me that she is going to bring me along...and I was so happy...so Thank you so much love...I cant wait to go....I am Happy...Archuleta I and Rach are your NUM 1 fan...so here we come!!! well yea that is it...hehehe....

Charmaine Anne Augustine

2009-03-19T19:41:00.000-07:00

Wondrin who this famous person is? Well its for me to blog and for you to read and find out. Okay let me start.Charmaine is a rare species okay, she is the one an only no copyright. She was born on the 23 of July 1993. Her favorite colour is purple, she loves and I mean loves anything to do with SUGAR. She is hyper,funny,loving,adorable,and a comfortable friend to be with. She is this kind of person where you would never know what's on her mind. She is an undefeatable NFS player in subang....which eventually lost to the undefeatable NFS player in PJ. Charmaine is a sort of a straight forward person..She is very athletic.. She studied in SK USJ 4 in primary and now is currently studying in SMK USJ 12. She is a very honorable prefect and she is a smart student. She faced many problems in life, but I look up to her because she handles them quite mature and never burdens anyone with them... She is humble, and also prayerfull. I have been best friends with her since I was 12 years old.. Now we are 16 and we are still best of friends..four years and counting. She is one person I can trust and learn from everyday of my life. She brings me a step forward whenever I am afraid to do something, she comforts me when I am sad and lonely, she gives me super duper advices at the right place and at the right time. Charmaine is the youngest in the family but she is not a spoilt child, infact she is the most obedient and the most understanding. I really hope her siblings and her dad apreciate her to the max. She is person you would never want to loose as a friend. You must also be wondring, that she is so important to me why didn't I blog about her earlier? Well I guess I will honestly tell you the reason I just decided to blog about her is cause so far the whole year we had not had a fight and last night we did. I mean we fought at around 12 and then at around 4 I was able to sleep. This is because all night I just was thinking about how such a small thing we could fight so massively and that I don't know if its mother nature but I just could not stop crying...and I mean literally crying like a baby...I was feeling this hurt that we fought. That was the first time I realised how much she meant to me and how much I loved her she was like my sister or like more than my sister. That is what made me blog about my experience and that I would do anything to make up with her. I wish I could just scream and say MIMI I lOVE YOU!!!...so yea that is it. I will edit this once I have made up with her. =) Okay That is it.

I find you really adorable..=)

2009-03-10T22:41:00.001-07:00

Haha..this is my Friend Isaac Jay Pandian...
He is one of the guys I would say who is really really cute....
Haha...look at those chubby cheeks...arghhh...ahaha.... I am insane with cute people..
He is like this watermelon.....I tell you...
He has sparkly eyes...warms your heart don't you think...
Oh and I hugged him this year on my birthday...and he is so comfortable..like one ready made pillow...but I bet when he was chubby like this(in the pic) you would get a nice brand frm "slumberland"...ahaha..(don't get mad isaac) =P
Well the thing is he lost all his weight...=(...
Well atleast now he thinks la..he is the hottest and laku indian guy in Smk Seafield..
Don't ask me whether i Agree with that i will "Kill you"...but yea...He is a great friend to be around and when he is around you there is so much joy and laughter...all of you who are his friends would agree with me...
He is naughty in a good way....haha...you read his blog you will see la...all the nonsense he does with his partners in Crime "FArhan, Ian, Ken, Yuva, High Yoong, Jay Han, Kai Lun"..and if I missed out anyone i am sorry...haha...they too are so much like him...Farhan is super cool okay...and Ken is Like the English man with the genes of a Roti Canai(funny la..), Yuva is this indian dood that is really smart,funny and at the same time he protrays alot of emotions from characters or cast's...high yoong..is Chinesely Englishly smart and has his baths automatically, Jay han Thinks he is cool...he is also another funny guy..and random...Kai Lun is silently funny...oh and Ian...he is the mastermind of all mischeivious acts..........So yea..coming back to Isaac...he is smart...wants to be a pilot...and he plays all sports....he is best at football...he has two favourite biscuits which are "chips moore" and "oreo's "his fav colour is blue...he is 175 cm tall now... he is the fourth in his family, he loves chocolates and he has a snake as a pet...he has this unik smile,hard to predict what's going on in that head of his and I think he can try modeling now since he burnt all his fats he would look rather foxy in high heels don't you think..=P..haha...overall if you are not his friend you are missing out...oh and if you are not friends with his friends....then you are really missing out...ahaha...Isaac if you ever read this I hope you like it....Its all I can do to appreciate our friendship...=)

This is Me...=)

2009-03-03T07:39:00.000-08:00

Accept yourself before others will learn to accept you...
Don't care what people say about you..(bad stuff la..)
Have faith and Confidence...
(I am not being a hypocrite...this is what i try to tell myself everyday..=)

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Single???

2009-02-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

I honestly do not think there is anything wrong in being single...cause at the moment everything is super fine...but hey..dont get me wrong it would be nice to have someone...but the thing is if you are single...don't get pressured by the people around you who are dating and are in a relationship....just wait...and enjoy...that is what I am doing....i mean...my phrase is I am single, availabe(based on my interest),and always ready to mingle...remember also that the most important are your friends...keep them close to you always....These are who my close friends are...that I love very much...and not forgetting my darling sis CHristine Nisha..Oh yea...and then since the song is nice...this is Beyonce : Single Ladies..=)

In daily life(everything)
* Charmaine
*Brandon
*Sherman
*Christine(sis)

In School
* Rachel(bestie)
* Isaac
*Fiona
*Mardheanna
*Nisshta
*Sharanie
*Emily
*Yuan Ping
* Diane
* Kenneth
* Jen Mee
* Ian
* Justin
* Farhan
* Yuvanesh
Sunday School/Church
* Priscilla
* Melissa
* Mitchelle
* Danielle
* Ashlee
* Alyssa
* Timothy
* Elliot
* Davina
* Nicole
* Jahaziel
*Andrew
*Deyan
*Dexter

It's all about taking chances...

2009-02-22T22:21:00.000-08:00

This is a good song...sung by a very famous artist...Celine Dion...congrats this song managed to hit me...so yea...i recomand you ppl to listen to it...if you have nt...=)

Taking Chances lyrics

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

I wonder...

2009-02-14T21:54:00.000-08:00

God always has a plan for us right?..yea I sort of know that....but I mean in this world....what if there are just somethings you would want to tell god and hopefully he does it for us...Like for an example in God's plan book he writes down that on your 18th birthday your dad and mum will get you a Honda Accord...but you want god to change it for a Bmw or a Ferrari....so yea....I like you I mean I do....but its just that somehow....i do not think your the one god has put down in the book of his....somehow I know god is amongst us....its not that I do not believe that he exist....its just that i wish i could speak to him in person and tell him how i feel.....i wish i can tell you how i feel...but you see the world is never fair..and i am admitting that i am not doing a good job in handling it...as i am writting you are all that is on my mind....i wanna succeed in life and also to be able to find true love..I try to go through everyday avoiding the fact that i like you so much...i mean i am not gonna bullshit anyone la....at this age i cant really call it love...it would obviously be stupid....sometimes i wish you would compliment my presence onece in a while.....i compare myself to most ly my sister "Christine"....she is an amazing person....my gosh she is really intelligent and she is remarkably beautiful.....i know its wrong to question god....but i am human...and i apologise for my mistake......wish i could be really smart and beautiful like my sister....but the thing is there is a part of me that loves myself...not in a vain way but like really....i try to show as much appreciation to god for creating me....if only i was brave enough i would run up and tell you that i am not that bad and that you know what eventhough i am no model or an actress i am sure to be able to make you happy and that i would be able to interest you in every way possible....It just hurts so bad that i can never do that...i wish i was 13 back again...when i never fell in love...when the world was just about friends and having fun......those were the good days....now love actually hurts when you don't get love in return....but dont worry i dont blame you...its cause i never was brave enough....hopefully one day i will....but at the moment i guess i am gonna take a brake so yea....its so weird i feel like such a blogger...i am expressing how i actually feel to a Freaking computer.....soooo weird....well yea...okay...tata...=)

Swimming Day and Outing...ahahha...

2009-02-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

haha enjoy...

Okay well as you can see...my sister drove me there man....ahaha...okay...so went for movie and all..la...haha...umm....as for the swimming....heyooo....it was cold...oh and i love the steam room...man....and then....we went to pyramid...and yea...hehe...this is damn summarised man....well i bet the pictures speak a thousand words so yea....the pic with me posing...is wid my sis cool shades..man..then the cool "JO" pic of me and mims with the hat...is classic la...k...so dun mess with us la...haha...then as usual sonia will give her ultimate pose...hehe...=)and then the pic i took of sherms,soma,the sastera guy,brandon and mims was also..funny cuz i snaped it in less than a sec...i tell u...hehe and also the other pic of sherms and brandon..ahaha...and i think i was checking whether charmaine gt fever then brandon gave that look...ahahah....and as sherms was staring at sumthing( god knows)...ahaha..i took a candid pic of him...and yea..the Children's pic is cool la...me facing fron and sonia giving sexy Back....and then after that all posing pics la..hehe...that is all...mwah take care and crave for more of my bloging...hehe...=P

I wanna BE realeased!!!

2009-02-01T00:39:00.000-08:00

i was on the outside (lookin in)
wondering what do i (do from here)
i wonna show the world my (harmless doubt)
i wont hold back
im comin out
chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

i took a bite of freedom (it taste so sweet)
now that i know (nobodies being reliesed)
i cant go back to who i was before
i wont get through this open door

chorus: because tonight im so inspired
i feel the beat it takes me higher
to break free is my desire
this is a new me
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go (let it go)
let-let it go (let it go)
gon lose your mind just let it go (let it go x2)
i just wonna let it go (let it go x2)
im about to let it go (let it go x2)
let-let it go
let-let it go
let-let it go

brigde: i know that
i cant let
all the fear inside take over me
got to take a toll of whats in front of me

1 2 cant nobody hold me
3 4 drop it to the floor
5 6 make you body twist
let it go (like this)
let it go (like this)

blow your mind
whhhooooaaaaa
ohhhhh
let it goooo
yeaaa
ooohhhhhhhhh!!!!

30th Jan 2009

2009-01-30T21:37:00.000-08:00

well what can i say la...to summarise it all first...it was sort of an un-organised day la...k...haha...like what dexter raj daniel said...anyways... i went to sonia's hse....we talked and all then swam and yea...then went to pyramid at 4.00...gosh as i reached there my head and mind went haywired i couldn't think....Everyone frm every corner was calling one after another....firstly Nobody confirmed to say wherther they were cuming....then as i reached there i had to dind everyone to calculate the number....i am telling you that was the worst part....i was having a major headache!!! i apologise to everyone la...if i threw anger and frustration at you ppl.....and i am so sry to my school friends la...k....i mean i wished yall could've come earlier then atleast we could have spent more time...and then Thank you so much ISaac Jay Pandian and Farhan Abdullah...for waiting for me....and for giving me a very nice gift...hehe...i love you two so much right now...now here ppl is what i call gud and friends you can count on la...k....and omg Jen Mee you were and angel i mean the only gal with two guys but yet you stayed on.okay well yea...deyan thanks for making it a very pink and guess and loving and friendly day la k...haha...you and your brother were such nice friends okay....without the both of you i wouldnt have been able to settle the ticketings la...so yea...i owe you and dex k...oh plus charmaine and sonia and brandy and sherms and isaac and farhan and jen mee...oh thx jen mee for the gift....hehe.....thank you la...oooh and Charmaine,Sonia,Sherman,And Brandon thanks for baring with me la..k....hehe...i love yall a lot k.... oh and Prissy don't worry la....actually i gt to admit at first i was annoyed that your parents were like that but at the same time i am so sorry la syg k...it must be hard for you....oh wait....RACH!!!! NANA!!!!! NISHHH!!!!!SHARANIe>>>>>thanks for cuming eventhough you were late i still apreciate your presence....I still wish yall could come earlier la....well....yea...that was mostly about it....oh yea...i have a personal excercise coach now...and he is my FBI-L....yea...only me and him knows what that means....hehe...hahaa...he is SHERMAN....=)...oh and to close this i dunnoe why but CHRISTINE NISHA SHELTON....i love you so freaking much la..k....no matter what la...you wre always there for me...so yea....mwah mwah (1000000000 x).....your an amazing sister and i could'nt ask for more...=)Oh and thank you prabu for cuming eventhough abby was flirting with sherman...ahahhaa...=)

Sonia's birthday...

2009-01-24T19:59:00.000-08:00

Well...her birthday was at d tandoor...well it was awsome..the function room was decorated very nicely...oh and...yea...me and charmaine were the emcee's together with this guy name JUSTIN..ehhee....oh and the Dj's were awsome...ahaha...Dj sherman and Dj Justin....this is a diff justin...ahha...and then...yea....she made her entrance all...n we ate....cut cake...and that's when the party started...we danced all night....frm latest music to old school...to the 70's man.....haha...then...Me,sherman,charmaine,brandon,and andrew we drove to 7-eleven...we did some shopping...ahaha...then went to holiday villa....we all sat by the lake....and talked and...all...well i was with sherman,then charmaine went of to lulu land with brandon and yea...sonia and cassie were upstairs...oh Andrew was half the time with me and sherman....yea...first we were like looking at the stars and picking our star...and then the topic went to science...and because there was a huge lake infront of us...yea...we talked about the possible things tht could come out of that lake....we also talked about terminator and baby jesus....hmm....oh how intersting school can be...hmm...sherman had some pretty intresting stories...ahaha...andrew as usual la...his stories were like fiction you know....sherman was more to reality...anyways...then these two nuts thought tht the lake was already dirty so they started throwing anthing they found into the lake...they were having a competition of who can throw the furthest...then they took a bag of ice...and one by one..they threw....ahaha...then i don't know how or why but andrew wanted to go and check on the ladies upstairs..so left me..and sherman...we talked stuff...and actually there were still yet stuff i never knew about him...well yea glad to have that talk...and here comes noisy spoiler andrew again...he and sherman gt up..and ran sumwhere...i was left alone...but this was my chance to shine...so i started singing...then i turned behind...i could see the two nuts slowly moving behind the bushes...then...i pretended i didnt see...oh and they took a big rock and threw it in the lake...trying to scare me...heyo...then..yea...we sat down...and talked again...nw was about 3.a.m the conversation became very sick...all started cuz of andrew...so yea..you don't wanna know what we talked...they corrupted my innocent mind...ahaha...well yea...then we talked until like 5 in the morning...and then yea...brandon and charmaine came back...brandon's shirt was like all messy..and charmaine's hair was all wild...and omg...i dont wanna knw what happend...hehe...well it was time for them to go...so yea..i hug hug...kiss kiss...all of them...and me charmaine and andrew went up to the room...the 12th floor...haha...we sneaked in...and yea...andrew slept on the couch...me and charmaine went to the room...we saw sonia and cassie...lying dead on the bed...they put a small mattress on the flor for both of us and just a very thin and short blanky 4 us to share....they both took the king size bed for themselves and a nice comforter....the room felt like 2 degrees charmaine was wearin her dress...i slept with my strap top and short shorts...we were too tired to change...so yea...we were freezing...and could hardly sleep....we were sharing each other's body heat...in the morning only the mum gave us a proper blanket...then andrew made pancakes....and yea...we chat and then...we went home.......=) damn long ryte....but intersting nite-morning we had...ahaha...

OMG.....turns out ITS NOt a male...!!!

2009-01-20T00:04:00.001-08:00

MY hamster is not a male...and we have to change its name...to Katy Gallaway Shelton....that is pretty okay...wanna know how my hamster became a female...its all the person's fault who gave it to us...i mean...they told us...this hamster is 1 and a half months old...and its a male...so we said okay...then....and then say for a week later...it gave birth.....and i was like omg...who is the father...and this hamster is young...but has already done it and gt babies...already...woaaaaaaaaaahhh....tht is like amazingness.....so yea...i am sad cause i like males...and urghhhhh.....the name is changed...its no more JAY Diablo SHelton....=(....welll bye...JAy...and HEllo KAty Gallaway!!!so yea....that is it...take care everyone...and don't worry rach your dog is anjing Kurap...but....its a female.....and i love puff....eventhough she is you know.....a.........
................i know you wanna knw...
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..............oh yea you wanna know
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................now your getting annoyed
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................and you feel like slapping me
.............................too bad
...................................have to wait......

.....okay okay....eventhough she is a female.....haha...that is all...=) =P.....sorry la...i am just so bored....ishhhh....=)

Meet JAY...haha...

2009-01-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

well this is my HAmster JAy....its really cute and has soft fluffy fur...ahaha...its full name is JAy Diablo Shelton...its veery active and is a male...it gets along with the males and females especially very well...it likes playing with its ears...they are very cute indeed...ahaha...and it has very cute eyes...haha...well yea that is it...=)

BOMBA!!!!!

2009-01-09T21:40:00.000-08:00

Well today i went to school...at about 7.55 a.m..haha...and then i waited for Rachel princess to come......what i didn't know was that she was already there....oh hmm...and then went in with fiona...and the taman herba was packed with alot of semangated ppl.....we sat at the back...so yea...Mr.selva was our teacher/advisor..
hmm he is pretty cool...oh yea..then...me and rach gt ice-creams...ahaha...mine was paddle pop...and hers was sum cola with vanilla...haha...then...saw Ian so semangat at Wudo...streching his long legs all...haha...n then my little bro doing taekwondo...ahaha...so funny.....he was like really small but very energetic...ahaha...me,rach and em...walked to the padang..we played on the swings awhile then...they came to my hse to watch a video....anyways...yea...its like a tribut to my very nice and loving friends...eventhough i do not look so gud in almost all the pics yall still do...ahaha........=) the reason why i did this video during the hols was cuz i taught our friendship together as one class is amazing....not sumthing most ppl have...so in honour of this wonderful friendship i did it...okay....i better stop dramaing all now......nothing much..but just what i could do in so little time...=)haha..i will one day show it to yall la...k...
ahaha...em and rach VIP...so they gt to see it first..ahaha...=)

I feel very the hmmm......

2009-01-09T04:02:00.000-08:00

Well today...i woke up a bit later than usual...but then still manage to get to school on time....hehe...
well i want to apologise to sonia and charmaine...for my friendship band gt rampas by Pn.Ung...i mean...i held it on for about two months and never took it off..
a bit painful la...when she took it...but i honestly don't blame her cuz its her job...not that she wants to but yea...."must keep the students dicipline...and only go to school as a student not wear all sorts of stuff on their hands..btw tht was not all she rampas everything on my hand...including my rubberbands...=( sobs...well no i shall never wear any of it in school again...but the thing is very like what the chinese say "maafan"(hope correct spelling)....so yea...besides that we signed up for our co-curiculum..clubs...and societies....well i am in CF!!!!whoa....(god first la...)....then i joined Bomba(Fireman thinggy...now gt gals so Firegirl la..haha...okay then i am in the 5R club...cool ryte...then...i joined ping pong and golf.....i will see which one is better then I quit the other one....ahha.....oh and then today we had our first Cf of the year...well whoa again....hmm...i came home had lunch.....did homework...sleep...then woke up....went for economics tution...and now i am here writting this...okay tht's it...mwah...bye...and we shall meet again in my next post....

ciao...

School was extreamly weird la....

2009-01-08T02:12:00.000-08:00

MY class is scary!!! the ppl in there are violent....i feel like a migget...and wanna know something shocking... i am the "QUIETEST"!!! so yea...very unbelievable...i am pretty scared in my class...i mean...some of the teachers are nice but some are either boring or lame...well i am sitting next to xhee kee now...well if her rayuan letter is approved...then i will be alone for two whole years...so yea...and i really mean ALONE!!!...=(....i am so alone without you Rach....urgh....i miss you like crazy...i feel like cying wei.....if you were in my place i think you would feel the same... i just hope i don't go insane after being too long in my insane class....well...yea tht's it....=( nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i cant stand it....urghh....now i really hate school......=(

You hurt me....and you don't realise it...

2009-01-06T23:54:00.000-08:00

I mean you are nice and all...but at times you are just so mean...that you hurt me...I just don't get it..Must you be so mean infront of me....all i ever did for you were nice things...and then whenever you feel like it you crush me...or say act "ungrateful"
I could be you lover and a friend...i want somebody you won't pretend...somebody who tell the way they feel about you.....well i don't know...lately everything is just so screwed up....i am not at peace....everytime i try to hate you i end up loving you even more so...urghh.....i just wished i can turn bck time and be young and never knew love....haha...okay not entirely true...i love the fact and the feeling when your in love...its just the painful and hurting parts that's all...so yea....hmmm...that's it....i just wish you could talk to me *****...haiz....god has so many obstacles for us...i just wish they were all easy and painless....

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YOu Changed me....

2009-01-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Everyday as i walk,talk,eat,sleep,smile,laugh hard,cry hard....Most of it had to do with you...you made me fall in love when i never wanted to...you made me realise that its okay to be just Me..and you taught me what it is to love and feel like you have someone....you also taught me what it means to cry when your just so in love with someone....Besides all that you taught me something more important....in love nothing is planned....nothing is put under a schedule, nothing is what we expect it to be....nothing is arranged accordingly,and most of all me falling in love with you was never part of my plans for my future.....You are this "thing",this person whom i know is funny and you just wanna make friends...i know for sure you are not in for any relationship...me either....but honestly i thought i wanted one with you so quickly...cause i was so blindly in love....but then again you taught me that in love there is no need in rushing things...in school most important is that we hold on to our friendship and study hard and make our parents and teachers proud...you made me hope again....you made me believe that love exist in a total different way...I am really grateful to you....I do not think i need to mention your name here...so yea...well i hope you know who you are...if you ever drop by and read my blog...well that's it...so yea...

THE MAGI STORY..(its pretty long but its a christmas legend)

2008-12-21T05:58:00.000-08:00

In today's world, many think of them only as the Wisemen. They are also known as the Three Kings who were eyewitnesses to the Nativity and bringers of gold, frankincense and myrrh for the Infant Jesus. Their story is well known and widely celebrated. Though documented in just a few scant verses of Biblical text - and recorded in just one of the Gospels that tells the story of the Nativity - nations nevertheless celebrate their exploits and revel in the symbolism their story conveys.
Those elements, in their simplicity, add to the charm of the Christmas story. But in reality, the story of the Magi is more complex. When fully exposed, one feels the story would make a great movie. It is one filled with mystery, adventure, magic and the murderous designs of an evil king.
Who really were these wise men? Where did they come from? What made them follow the star to Bethlehem? Why are they called the Magi? And what is their significance in the story of Christmas? These compelling questions lead to a fascinating perspective on the very meaning of Christmas itself.
~ The Story ~
The story is cryptically told by Matthew in the New Testament. Introduced only as "wise men from the East" they came to Jerusalem to inquire of the newborn "King of the Jews".
Imagine the stir they must have caused.
No doubt these were men of a different culture. Their description as "wise men" means they were highly regarded, they must have had a striking physical appearance and the very way they portrayed themselves left a lasting impression. To some of the more learned in Jerusalem's society their very appearance must have been shocking because the scriptures had long foretold the arrival of foreign kings and gentiles bearing gifts of gold and frankincense for the promised Messiah. Though legend tells us there were three, we have no actual count of the number of individuals known as the Magi who came inquiring to Jerusalem.
But however many there were, they got the attention of King Herod too.
"Herod" was actually a family name of a line of kings who ruled Judea before, during and after the lifetime of Jesus Christ. At the time of Jesus' birth, Herod the Great was king. And he was an evil, tyrannical dictator.
In fact, just as the names Stalin and Hitler today are synonymous with evil rule, Herod the Great was infamous for his crimes against his Jewish subjects. Herod himself was not Jewish, of course. His heritage and family were Idumeans, far from Judea in distance and very different in culture.
Herod the Great was a self-absorbed king and he was forever suspicious of political opposition. He once executed a wife and several sons of people he suspected were plotting against him. He heavily taxed his people to support his lavish lifestyle. And before he died, he directed that a number of well-known Jewish individuals be slain on the day of his death to ensure that people would actually mourn on that day.
The arrival of high-profile visitors who came to worship a king other than Herod must have been most disturbing to Herod. He hastily called his priests and experts in Jewish scripture to determine what this all meant. They told him that ancient prophecy predicted the birth of Christ in Bethlehem and that the Child was destined to be a ruler over Israel.
With evil designs in his heart, King Herod called the Magi before him. He told them that the Messiah was born in the city of Bethlehem. He instructed them to go there to find the Child. "Go and search diligently for the child and when you have found him bring me word, that I too may come and worship him."
Following the star once again, the Magi traveled to Bethlehem, located the lowly stable that housed Mary, Joseph and the Baby Jesus. There they worshipped the Child and gave unto him their treasures of gold, frankincense and myrrh. Upon falling asleep after these events, they were told in a dream to avoid going back to Jerusalem because of the evil designs of the King.
Herod, of course, eventually found out the Magi had given him the slip. In a rage, he ordered all male children under the age of two in Israel to be put to death. Joseph, being likewise instructed in a dream, was told to flee to Egypt and await the day of Herod's death.
~ The Magi Explained ~
The Magi, though evil in the eyes of Herod, made a lasting impression upon humanity with their Christmas quest. Though predicted in ancient scripture, the modern world is left to wonder who the Magi really were and why their pilgrimage had to take place.
The word "magi" comes from ancient Greek and Persian terminology referring to scholars and priests. In biblical times, these learned, respected holy men were commonly found in countries of what we call today the Middle East.
They were students of astronomy, astrology, interpretation of dreams and philosophy. Officially, many magi served in advisory capacities to kings and rulers. They were prolific writers and many their teachings survived to be an influence upon later Greek philosophers Plato and Aristotle. The magi were practiced magicians and experts in divination. The English word "magic" is derived from the ancient word "magi".
Some believe the Magi had their beginnings in an ancient religion known as Zoroastrianism. Zoroastrians believed in the coming of a savior known as a saoshyant. In fact, they believed there were three saoshyants, Zoroaster being but the first. The third, or greatest of them all, would be born to a virgin mother and his exploits would include total defeat of the forces of evil, resurrection of the dead, termination of old age and renewal of the earth.
All of these known historical factors fit nicely with elements of the Christmas story as told by Matthew. As believers in a saoshyant they could accept the idea of a savior. As astronomers, they would have knowledge of the night sky and be able to determine significant celestial events. As astrologers they might have been practiced in reading the skies for a sign through the rising of an unusual star. And as interpreters of dreams, the understood fully the warning of the danger and evil designs of Herod the Great.
~ The Magi Legend Expanded ~
While we know something of their religion and can surmise their motives, we don't know a thing about the people of the Magi individually. Nevertheless, through the telling of their story in art, music and literature mythical details of the Magi have developed over the years.
The fact that many call them Three Kings comes from the assumption that three was the number of the gifts given at the Nativity - gold, frankincense and myrrh.
Legend, unsupported by the Bible, has given the Magi names, ages and nationalities - all conveniently and neatly packaged with deep symbolism. There is Melchoir, king of Arabia, an elderly fair-skinned man with a white beard who gave the gift of gold. There is Gaspar, king of Tarsus, a young man bearing frankincense. And there is Balthasar, king of Ethiopia, a middle aged black man who brought the gift of myrrh.
The gift of gold is meant to symbolize Jesus' status as royalty. The frankincense represents his divinity and the myrrh his ability to heal.
The separation of their ages is explained in a popular story. Melchoir, the elderly Wise Man, went first into the stable where Jesus was. There he found an old man who had great wisdom. Balthasar went next into the stable. There he encountered a man his own age, full of patience. And when Gaspar entered alone he encountered a young man full of energy, passion and inspiration. After comparing notes of their separate encounters the three wise men entered together and found the baby Jesus and gave him the gifts.
Another ancient tale suggests that the gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh were brought to test the Baby Jesus. If he chose the gold, it meant he was a king. If he took the frankincense it meant he was a priest. If he took the myrrh it meant he was a healer. The Child took them all and the Magi then knew they had found a savior.
In yet another famous fable, the Magi received a gift from either the Baby Jesus or Mary. When they opened the box they found but a small stone inside. The stone was meant to be a symbol of faith (as firm as a rock) but not understanding this and thinking the stone worthless, they tossed the stone down a well. As they did, fire streamed down from Heaven inside the well. The Wise Men took the fire back to their own countries and there people worshipped it. This tale, its source unknown, is a curious tie back to Zoroastrianism, whose believers think that fire represents the divine.
Several stories and rumors abound about their eventual fate. Some say the Magi returned to their lands and became proselytizers for Jesus. One story suggests they were baptized by St. Thomas the Apostle and became Christian priests and Bishops. Another story says the Star of Bethlehem appeared to them once again shortly before each died. And Marco Polo, visiting an ancient city in present-day Iran, was taken to a tomb said to contain the remains of Melchoir, Gaspar and Balthasar who traveled far after a star to worship a newborn prophet.
In Italy, the remains of three embalmed bodies - one an old man, another a middle aged man and another a young man - were discovered in a church in St. Eustorgius. By their very nature many assumed these were the remains of the Three Kings. The emperor Barbarossa had them transferred to Cologne Germany in 1164 where a shrine was built to them in the city's cathedral. They gained fame there as the Three Kings of Cologne.
What would explain the remains of three Middle Eastern kings in Italy? It was believed to be the handiwork of Empress Helena who supposedly transferred the bodies during her travels to the Holy Land. She brought the bodies to Constantinople and later moved them to Milan. Reportedly the bodies had not aged since their encounter with the Christ Child. This was easy for people to believe because the bodies of Kings were frequently made to look different in preserving them after death. In 1903, the bodies of the Magi were returned to Milan by the Cardinal of Cologne.
Regardless of their fate, the Magi have been central to the story of Christmas almost from the beginning. In the Roman catacombs early Christians first told their tale in drawings and etchings. World famous artists throughout the ages have depicted them in their work (da Vinci, Botticelli and Valazquez).
In many lands their story changes slightly or expands more. The Legends of Baboushka and La Befana are built around the Magi. And days of Epiphany are widely and diversely celebrated with the Magi as a central focal point. In Spain, they celebrate Dia do los Tres Reyes - or Three Kings Day. In France, it is Le Jour de Rois or Feast of the Kings. In most corners of the world Christmas celebrations vary but most of them include either a reference or a reverential celebration of the Magi.
But what makes their story compelling is that they came in recognition of who Christ was - and they worshipped him even though they themselves were not Jewish. To have come so far in search of a savior and then finding him in the shadows of a people of another faith speaks volumes about the power the drove them on their quest.

Elf ernest sent me a Msg frm The North Pole in my dream!!!

2008-12-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

Merry Greetings!

It is Sunday here at the North Pole and, as you all know, that is a day held sacred by Santa. Santa never works on Sunday, unless there is a big emergency.

This is not new news. Sundays have always been sacred to Santa. Sunday is Santa’s Sabbath, which makes it a day for going to church and getting rest.

“We have long been taught to take one day in seven as a day of rest,” Santa explained to me. “It is good for the body and for the spirit. We will rest today.”

Many of the letters and emails coming in to the North Pole all week long have asked if Santa would take this day off. Frankly, I thought maybe this year Santa would work. But no, Santa told us late last night to take today off as well.

Later today we will meet as a community at the North Pole Chapel to hold a worship service. This is a great event here at the North Pole. We will sing Christmas carols and Santa will read the Christmas story from the 2nd chapter of Luke. We love always love it when Santa tells this story because he always gets excited while doing it.

But many of Santa’s head elves are worried about taking today off. Elf Bernard in the workshop, Elf Billy in the Weather Center, Elf Victor at Santa’s Stables and Elf Wally from Wrapping all met together before closing shop late last night and talked about it.

They have, of course, done as Santa has requested. But we can all tell they are concerned.

It will be a busy week here at the North Pole for sure!

-- Elf Ernest

haha...have a merry merry christmas

PMR RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

PMR results out on Dec 27 !!
PETALING JAYA: The Penilaian Menengah Rendah results will be released on Dec 27. Candidates can collect their results at their respective schools from 10am while independent candidates will receive theirs through the mail.
A total of 469,133 candidates sat for the examination at 3,376 centres nationwide with 93.3% or 437,888 coming from government or government-aided schools.

*** wait but you see some of them said it might come out on the 30th…
I am really not so sure….
But I sure know that I am dead scared…la..
All my pals are like super smart…
And I am just an ordinary kid..
All I want is to make my parents proud of me…
Just this once…
I really do hope..god bless me with just good results
( I want to pass all)
(and I hope for a few A’s..)
Oh yea…that’s it..=)

Love Song....hmm....yea...

2008-12-21T05:26:00.000-08:00

Its NIce

Head under water
And you tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

** I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

(repeat **)

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

Never Fade Away!!

2008-12-21T05:07:00.000-08:00

So much I didn't say
I hope you can hear me now
So much I couldn't say until now
The things that I miss
I long to hear you laugh
I never dreamt it would be so hard
Things that you've said
They echo through my head
Like a soothing reminder of who you were
And you have always been the kindest person I've ever known
You stood up for me when no one would
The things that I miss
I long for your words of wisdom
I never dreamt it would hurt so much
All this time has made it easier
I hope you know I will always love you
And all this time has made me miss you more
I hope you know you will never fade away
The things that I miss
I never dreamt it would be so cold
I hope you know I will always love you
And all this time has made me miss you more
I hope you know you will never fade away

Pls just pls don't fade away....
stay right where you are...
I mean fate will decide if were meant..
Just be still...
I want time to just stop when were alone together...
Its amazing cuz time flies so so fast...
I cant take it no more....
I suddenly feel like its hard to breathe when ur near...
Gosh I love you....

This was all i Did b4 Pmr..ahaha...worth it la..

2008-12-04T23:33:00.000-08:00

well...yea..studying was like not my thing la...for frm 1 and 2..then when i came to frm 3...omg....i just liked studying...
isaac...ian...rach...and yp...were like the same..
ahaha..we always studied together...i mean...i am going to be honest i am nt that of a bright student in my studies..but i do try...btw.....haha...well..um...these friends of mine...were really nice...and they always..taught me...ahaha...when i never knew sumthing...ahaha..so yea...i just do hope i do well and all my studying would pay off...but i will still except my results...because i learnt that god didnt make everyone the same..we are all equally unik and special..
so yea...okay that's it...=)

2008-12-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

Confirmation Camp was like totally awsome la..
okay....haha...i actually experience god's gift which was resting in the spirit...i f you wanna know what vision i gt...come to me personally and i will tell you every detail...its so wonderful that words can express....haha....I love Jesus and i know...he loves me...ahaha..I think...i am very glad to be born into a very strong Roman Catholic family..i love all my church friends....and yea..kenneth i love sunday school..ahaha....Being one in faith is someting really wonderful to me...and we all are brother and sister's in christ...ahaha..i think ever since camp...my whole lifestyle has change a bit...la..
i mean....god takes his time with us...so yea..patience is a virtue la..haha..okay yea that is it...take care ........GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS>.

apologies to My dear friend Farhan..

2008-12-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

Farhan i am really sorry bout that day...
we didnt know...that you were cuming...so yea..i guess it was all a miss understanding....
now that we have all learnt frm out lesson...anything to do with movies...the only person you call is Ice Kacang la..k...(Justin)...
i hope you dunt hold anything against me...i am sry to not have apologised earlier...and i dunt think its worth loosing a friend like you...for just another EDWard Cullen's movie..haha..he is nt hot...at all..
ahhaha....okay..so yea..sry again...

GUnaaa...=)

2008-12-04T22:18:00.000-08:00

well this is the band...gunna...gt me....all the way frm BRAZIL...so nice yea...he is um..i think 20...yea...and he is a gud football player...he is in the brazilian football club....he is very tall and as you can c he is very kind and nice to his friends...oh btw...he gt me...a mug with my face and name on it...but guess what...it broke..in the bag....i feel so bad...and sad...ahaha..but you see the taught that counts...oh and...yea...THanks Guna...so much...i appreciate it a lot.....okay thats it..hehe..oh yea..i have his pic i think..so yall would know who i am talking about...ahaha...oh wait...i dunt have...too bad...ahahha...okay..take care ppl...chow...=)

Nandos on Sat Nite with SFX gang

2008-11-16T00:22:00.001-08:00

HAha...again....The Sfx gang are like the ppl you would want to spend your saturday nites with...we come out with the best places to eat and ...the best places to hang out...watch the football game or just simply lepak la...until like 5 in the morning.....we always have fun...and we bond so much every saturday...=)okay now see my pics la...

Last Day at Skool

2008-11-16T00:21:00.001-08:00

haha...was a very un expected last day...haha...it was talentime...and yea..our all races thinggy...well i really miss all my friends la...without them...i dunt know...how would i have gone through my years..ahaha...i love yall so much...eventhough there isn't a pic of you....each and everyone of you have touched my life in many diff ways..and i would like to thank you ppl for allowing me to keep fun memories that i will cherish forever...and thanks for being such great ppl..and playing many important roles in my life...Plus, through sad and gud times...all of you have never failed to be there with me...thank you guys and gals again...i love you so so so much...haha...

Korean Lunch With Buddies

2008-11-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

Okay..
Yuan ping suggested we go and have korean Bbq chicken..la..
so i have never eaten korean food..so yea..this was my first time..
and we went to this place..me,yuan ping,emily,and rachel..haha...the four little pigs..haha..
okay...i had so much fun...these ppl rock my world la..look at the pics..la..

My favourite day of the week...(saturday)

2008-11-16T00:14:00.000-08:00

okay so these are the pics of the night...haha...i heart these ppl so much...haha....in the first pic you will c me...in purple...then you will see ronald...and then Blonde(amanda)...okay as for the 2nd pic its brandon....posing...hehe...then you will see my sister Christine..pretty cool ryte her pic...and okay then you will see Amanda...yea i took that pic when we were on our way to fetch ron...oh..yea..and about our day....it was awsome...yea...Mu won...Ronaldo rocks....and the bad part was Aston Villa won by 2-0 against Arsenal...haha.......then there is Shermannnn...haha...(known as Limkokwing)..haha...and yea that's it...hehe..=)

JOhn ViCkRaM ViAnY ShElToN

2008-11-14T04:04:00.000-08:00

Always on the Phone...oh well this is my Big bro John...hehe...at home known as Vickram...he is a very outgoing person.....you can find him at most parties....he is sort of a goodie-bad guy....haha...can never tell...oh he is a nice older bro...he is gud at football and he is very sporting....he is also a comedian....he is nice....haha..he can dance....and okay..thts enough he is my brother oooh wait yea...he is 21 this year...tht pic was when he was 19...btw...o0kay.....thts it..=)

Iranius Dharan Almeida

2008-11-14T03:51:00.001-08:00

This is my brother Iranius Dharan Almeida...
well he is quite a troublemaker...but what can you say the youngest are the most spoilt and you can sense trouble from afar...haha...well he is twelve now..that was his pic when he was 10...haha...okay...he loves Football...and he plays the drums....oh he is a good comedian...his fav colours are Blue and Green....he is in the brazilian Football club....he is a really good dancer....solo...i mean....okay...that's it...he is the youngest among the four that makes him num 5...hehe....oh wait...btw...he is a very smart kid....

Hmm...Avanza

2008-11-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

Okay...what you c here..is my mum's toyota Avanza...Its actually a pretty cool car okay...um...the seats are bloody comfortable..and i love the movement of the car its very smooth and easy to drive...on and plus the radio is so nice...hehe...air cond and guess what...we finally have a car that can fit everyone of us comfortably...you wanna know sumthing...my mums first car was the Kancil....then she Got the Spectra and now this toyota Avanza...=) hehe....okay...yea that's it...oh this car is 1 and a 1/2 months old...heehe...

MOVIE & SHOPPING DAY!!!

2008-11-13T19:44:00.000-08:00

Hahaha...yesterday..went to summit like about 11.00 sumting...then walk around with charmaine...then i remembered emily was bowling...so went to c her...and according to her i brought luck...cause after that she gt like 3 strikes....haha...okay...then...me and emily and charmaine....walked awhile and went to this piano display place...and there was this girl who played the piano and she was like damn gud...hehe...then we waited at the old wraps place....and then later isaac,yuvanesh,kenneth and justin came...haha...and while we were deciding on what to eat...rach showed up...okay ..then yadayadayada....we decided to eat at sum thai village restraunt...okay..i ordered a drink...and then i could'nt stand it because the stuff they use to cook and the smoke...were getting in my throat...so i left with charmaine...ahha....then she wanted to c the auditorium...haha...we went in...and went on top...suddenly i saw an indonesian guy sitting at the staircase...staring at us....and we screamed and ran...haha....then out the door at the side there were a few more...eeee....scary ryte...haha...when we went down...they had fineshed eating....haha...then we all went to the arcade..and played....spot the diff...haha....isaac was pretty gud only when it had sumthing to do with a woman...ahaha....okay....then movie time....hehe...madagascar escape to Africa....wow...it was a great movie...yuvanesh was in the movie....hehe....okay...after movie was over we went to play spot the diff again then....i left...and me and charmaine gt on a bus to sunway pyramid...ahahaa...then went shopping there...i got my shoes and my purple top...hehe...oooh and then we took the same bus home to her place...the bus was packed...and we were like practically pushing each other...then later almost near her place...we gt a seat..and i sat on her lap...hahaa....okay...bus dropped us...and we ran in the rain to her hse..haa...and then..reached then...we drank ice water...i put my nail polish...and then we both dropped dead...my parents called and i had to go home...oh i went to Uno's with them....came home...took a shower..then my uncle came back frm aussie...ahaha...stayed for awile...and then left...and yeah....i went to my throne and slept...hehe....with my comfortable blanket and my lovely soft bolster...hehe...yea..that's it...and now i just watch Raise your voice...and now i am currently watching disturbia....hehe..okay ..bye for now...

* * * * * YoUr My EvErYtHiNg

2008-11-12T04:11:00.001-08:00

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

7-11haha...

2008-11-10T04:32:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone here is your 7-11 boy....he has finally turned 15..".i am so proud of you my child" ahaha" you have finally become a grown indian man"....=P(like how all those old indian grandmother's speak)...okay anyways...yea..what i planned was to give this monkey a surprise....okay...i told emily and diane to get the cake.....and then we all met in the padang....haha....emily and diane went through some hot weather...and me and rachel suffered the insects at the padang for about half an hour....haha...okay...then we all walked to his house...then rang the bell ...we jumped out and guess what he did not give the expression of a surprise birthday boy...well nvm...i hope you apreciate it...okay....The thought that counts ryte...ahaha...oh and then we lepak at his house...met his snake and his brother....oh and his wonderful maid who was currently making his cake...aww....oh and it smelled so gud...hehe...yea...turned out we had to go to miss diane's place and cut his cake while watching casino royale....because the next day we were going to watch
quantum of solace...and it seems that you have to watch
casino royale to understand quantum of solace...its some
continuation thingy...oh yea..and then he had to go...for his
futsal thing..and yea..tht was it...tadaa....oh wait he took the
cake and left behind my gift and his umbrella and his cap...so
me and rach had to drop by is house and pass it to his
mum....quite sad la...he forgt my gift...hehe...but nvm...
He is Miss Caasi so yea...forgiven...=)

5th-6th of november...hahaha...

2008-11-06T17:40:00.000-08:00

Emily!!oh well...we went to summit on the 5th of nov...in the morning..Vivishen was suppose to turn up..cuz...we all have not met up with him after a long time...then fine...we headed to cold storage to get diane's breakfast...then...we actually lepak at cold storage...looking for stuff...then...we decided to go to the top floor...we checked if there was a gud movie but nope...and then...we went to the arcade....after a while there isaac arrived...yea...he did not bring his phone so yea...he was looking for us everywhere...he even used a pay phone but smart Chubby Toes didn't answer his phone...hahaha...okay..then we went for bowling!!!yea...we sorta met up with these buncha indian dudes who love disturbing me...and our lane was right next to theirs...ooooo...first round i only got 33 points...then second round i got 84....whoa....emily got 108..rach gt 92 and yea i got 84...chubby toes and isaac gt either last or second last...hahaha...see gals rule guys....ooh and then we went and got diane's basket ball shoes....and went for lunch at the black cannon....then....ken and rach went for their most ever romantic movie together which was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3...well yea...and isaac went home to change for futsal...me and emily and diane...headed to the U1 futsal court first....yea...and then we met everyone there even my BROTHER..(iranius)and his friend who is carlos bro...Jeremy!!
and guess wht i actually gt to score two goals...and em scored 1 but her defense was awsome..and diane no need to say la...she scored like 4...hahaha...diane's bro fetched me back and yea...i went home took a gud shower and headed to emily's place...oh rach took me there....Yp already reached there....so yea...waited for em to bathe and then we went to carlos for dinner...I ate nasi lemak with fried chicken and so did rach...yuan ping at fried maggi goreng and emily ate satay....oooh and we ordered drinks frm tanjung...hahahah....watermelon juice and orange juice...hehehe...and last of all we ate...cheese garlic nan....hehehhee....very nice....then we went back to em hse...watched movie slide down the staircase with the mattress and yea...slept downstairs..ehhehe...then woke up had french toast and watched another movie...and then...later took shower watched another movie ...then went for lunch at a korean shop...and had baskin robbins....oh and then walked back to em hse....then i went to mimi's hse....and yea...watched her bathe scott....and hung there until my sis came....oh and then rush to summit and got isaac's gift...ehehhe...came home lepak ....and knocked out....

CAn I HaVe ThIs DaNcE

2008-11-06T17:32:00.000-08:00

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

NOT QUITE THERE!!!!WHOAAAAAA!!!

2008-10-31T01:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, wow...our band is awsome okay....our great pianist is none other then the famous "DIANE SIM"..then..comes our first guitarist EMILY CHAN...haha...and second guitarist plus singer is JUSTIN WONG....whoa...he is gud...and then our Drummer Li Jian....KENNETH WONG keyboard and yea..i am just the singer...okay okay....we practice all the time okay...and yea...we even had a chance to practice in a studio which was like damn cool...haha...my first time btw...ahaha...okay then today was the elimination round...oh and guess what we made it through the finals...haha...gud for us...i think we all did a great job...haha...okay...yea..thats it...oh you like our band name...its "Not Quite There"...nice ryte....oooh wait forgt to thank our managers their names are RACHEL LAI,and YUAN PING....ahaha...thx alot for supporting us...and also all our other friends who were there at the hall cheering for us...yay...!!!oh yea...today emily dad's birthday!!! Happy Birthday Uncle...=)...smiles...take care...mwah...

My New Fav Song...(one of them la..=P)

2008-10-31T00:58:00.000-07:00

omg!! its Mamamia...i love this musical movie so much...its very inspiring and encourages young ppl to acknowledge the beauty of Old School Music...it has very good moral values and interesting characters that did an awsome job....I am sure those who have watched it will agree with me...=)..anyways...if you haven't its a MUST watch!!!movie...okay...haha..yea..actually i like all the songs in this musical...i just have a favorite one which is called "Slipping Through My Fingers"...oooh an awsome song...can make you cry too....hehee...sentimental paula...hahha...okay here is the lyrics...enjoy...!!!=P

Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that Im losing her forever
And without really entering her world
Im glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when shes gone theres that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I cant deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didnt
And why I just dont know

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers...

Slipping through my fingers all the time

Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile...

A day at the Daniels...=)

2008-10-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm....the night before Charmaine came to my place...stayed over...then in the a.m. she had a birthday partaay...to attend....and i was like gonna b left alone and stuck in boredom(cuz sum 1 didnt wanna go anywhere but stay at home and play PS) ahaha...anyway...we were on da phone with dex..and then i decided to spend my day with him...haha...well chris dropped me at his place..then...i went in and saw dex mum..in the room...trust me she is one gorgeous mother...haha...and she is damn nice...hehe...all of them we're like very busy because one of their cuz Angel...is having her wedding reception...at a damn nice hotel...okay...so yea..they were pretty busy....while dex was listening to the song i burnt...hehe...i played with cookie(the dog)-toy poodle..
haha...thn...i went downstairs and me and dex played (21) black jack...hmm...out of 15 games he beat me at 14 of the games...which gives you the idea that i cant really play black jack...anyways...then...deyannn....came down in her baju kurung...trust me she looks smoking hott...hahaha..she is the only one who can look hot in baju kurung okay!!...and then she had to leave for skool...oh yea...i followed dex to send her...hehe...okay...now...we came home...and then chris came...oh yea...he gt a new bumper...hehe...he is naughty again...hahaha..and yea...when he left we had to go..dex parents dropped me and him at sunway pyramid....yea...dex wanted to shop for a casual shirt...we had lots of fun btw..(eventhough it meant walking into many shops and just watch dex try on every shirt)...hahaha....well we finally decided on one...actually there was a sale...so he bought two diff colours..hahaha...we came home bout 6..and had some malaysian tea time food...hahaha...his cuz angel and her parents were there too...okay....then...we played Big 2 ...actually chris played for me..hehhe...it was fun...angel was really gud at the game...okay then...went upstairs and hug out at dex room...btw his room is awsome k...haha....and then deyan came bck...and yea..me and charmaine...like jacun's...followed her to see her (hair dry her hair)...lol...yea...then we came down had dinner...and went back up to dex room.....and then after...that dex did an experiment(very cute one)...hahaa...okay...then me and charmaine helped miss Usj 9 to pick her nail polish colours...ahhaha...and...yea...they practice their emcee stuff ...and was really gud...i recomend them to you...if anyone is getting married and need an emcee..haha...feel free to contact me...i will let them knw...heheh....okay and then sum unwanted stuff happened...and yea..i went bck at 2.30...my wonderful and kind and loving sister woke up to fetch me...aww...i love her so much....okay...i guess that's...it....oh yea...i Had a wonderful time guys...thanks for making my day....

If you're not the one( then why do i still love you?)

2008-10-25T23:33:00.000-07:00

If youre not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If youre not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my future man?

I dont know why youre so far away
But I know that this much is true
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in youre the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that i

Friday..26/9/2008

2008-09-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

Well....came to school...i was like damn sad edi cause Rach aNd Yuan Ping didnt come to skool...very lonley i was...and then went to class and found my two best muppets who make my dad and can make me laugh for almost anything....love them....hehe...Ian & Isaac...
well the other two that i love didnt come like i mentioned earlier..Rach & Yuan Ping...hehe...anyways...yea....was sitting with my muppets...and then Jen Mee and Vanessa & Janice...came....and sat with me....we laughed like mad about a lot of things la...it was all stupid...but we laughed like mad...vanessa brought Lays chips....bbq flavour...haha..and then we all were like enjoying it la.....okay then this was the time i hated ....it was when i was passing the chips to Jen Mee so carefully but then she sorta drop everything on the floor...and yea i scremed in anger cause it was so dilicious....errr...yea swept it and threw them in the dustbin....okay during recess which is my fav time ....i had no one to recess with....and then went and saw nisshta...and she accompanied me to the Koperasi....i bought a bun...and yea at the same time i saw my muppets buying food...haha....well yea... me and nishh saw some extra ppl...behind us...no mentioning names...okay...yea....i spent my rehat with nish...
then went back to my classroom it was Kh time...teacher gave us an exam...and i gt 37 over 60...which is bad....but nvm...i can work harder...hehe....okay...yea....after Kh...was eng...we didnt do anything so I studied Sej....yea...and the muppets were talking nonsense infront of me ...which obviously made me laugh again.....hehe....yea...okay then school was over...i went home and ate Chicken curry ummmmmyummy...hehe...and then did some more sej...
decided to go and sleep......And then while i was having a nice dream....emily and rachel had to call la......they wanted me to go with them to the USJ 4 bazarrrrrrrrrr......n i had never been to one in my whole life...so yea...i went....i bought "otak-otak"....then I bought Ikan Bakar...sting ray fish...ehehe...and ummm...yea my fav...nasi lemak....haha.....i came home and ate everything by myself..hehehe.....and then gt ready and went for tution to Anthony...hehe...yea...came home.....saw that my Aunty Leena and my Fav "Pinsan's" were here....it means cuz...and we talked and laughed...and my sis played psycology games with us...which literally made us crack our coconut heads....haha...but was fun...cause we laughed....like mad....haha...then it was 12 30 and i brush my teeth and went to bed....haha...take care
cya....mwahhhh....

Forever(chris brown) my love for you is definately forever

2008-07-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

It's you and me
Moving at the speed of light into eternity
Yeah
Tonight is the night
To join me in the middle of ecstasy
Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you
Around you (ohoh)
I'm a take you there
I'm a take you there
So don't be scared
I'm right here baby
We can go anywhere, go anywhere
But first, it's your chance
Take my hand, come with me

[Chorus:]
It's like I waited my whole life
For this one night
It's gonna be me, you, and the dance floor
Cause we only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun
And dance forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever forever
Ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever ever ever
Forever on the dance floor

[Verse 2:]
Feels like we're on another level
Feels like our love's intertwined
We can be two rebels
Breaking the rules
Me and you, you and I
All you gotta do is watch me
Look what I can do with my feet
Baby, feel the beat inside
I'm driving you can take the front seat
Just need you to trust me
Girl (oh)
GIrl (oh)
Girl (oh)

Oh yea....Isaac fell off a chair...

2008-07-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

You see this is unbelievable la.....k....if it were to be Ian then yea.....okay let me get to the point....while me Ian and Yuan Ping were having an interesting conversation....we heard a loud bang behind us......what we saw was Isaac on the floor with one of the chair's leg.....hehe.....Isaac was very shy indeed.....then he gt up all wobbly and sat on another chair and was still feeling shy and Isaac you can deny la.....if you want....anyways it was sivik time and we were learning about all the races "Pantang Larang" and Isaac had to fall when we were discussing about Pantang Larang Bagi Orang India.....haha....so practically everyone was staring at him la..........=)...okay btw.....Rach and Ken ponteng on that day....I taught I was going to be miserable without Rach....but on the other hand I had Yuan Ping and Ian & Isaac....we were doing past year questions on diff subjects....quite the Rajin la................hehe...okay that's it.....bye..........=P

I like to eat................

2008-07-30T00:30:00.000-07:00

Hehe....even the title is like a joke....look at me you will laugh cause I am freakin skinny....i want to eat my heart out and get fat a bit la............but no matter how much I eat i am still the same......urghhh......oh yea speaking of food i want to have Nandos la.................ummmm tasty.....hehe .....okay......that is it la............anyone gt tips on how to gain weight....pls do drop a comment......hehehhe =) =)...

mwahhhhhhhhhhhhh =%

OMG!!!! India is getting bomed!!!!

2008-07-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

well I just recieved news frm my sister who is in India.....she said there are some Terrorist bombing India. The Terrorist Code is BACK.....Banglore got bombed first.....then Andra.....next is Chennai....and there is where my sister is studying and staying now.......I am so scared can you please pray for the victims who are hurt and for those who have not been hit by the bombs....including my dear sister....Thank you....The rest i shall lift them up to the lord.....May god bless you.....Amen

God bless...=)

X-Tine

2008-07-27T07:29:00.001-07:00

Hello again,since i am in the mood of Family and Friends....kk.....this is my wonderful and sleeping beauty sister....her name is Christine Nisha Shelton.....she is actually a very good and patient sister.....i wonder how she put up with me all this years....i know i love her and she loves me....its just that we don't say it often....or at all....haha......okay she is miss Green and she is friendly and quiet....once you get to know her she is actually a very nice person to talk to....if you are funny she can laugh all day......especially my cuz mark he can make her laugh for hours....he is known as the Mr.Bean of the Shelton family....haha....okay.....that's enough....untill i feel like blogging my other siblings....hehe.....kk....bye............

paula secretly wants to tell Christine she loves her...........haha.....shhhh............

Cheryl Andrea

2008-07-27T06:03:00.001-07:00

well she is and awsome person la....k....she got disappointed cause I did not blog about her....okay so.....cheryl is an interesting person....she is very funny and she she likes to laugh....not just any laugh but her laugh......she is not a very tall person but because god made her like that she looks perfect......and she is quite athletic.....as far as i know....she is also a quite holy.....hehe......I think she is very adorable......and beautiful and umm she is my Big Sis.....haha.....yea okay that's it.....

Take Care....hope you like it cheryl.....mwah....love you

Sunday School Today....

2008-07-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

Sunday School is not to say a place to have fun la......I can admit it tends to get boring most of the time but its not exactly a place for us to play around....To me I think its more of wanting the knowledge about our savior Jesus Christ....its also a place for us to build and mold ourselves to be better christians......we should have the hunger and the wanting to go for sunday school then only it would be interesting......if not we might as well not go at all.... I may sound like a hypocrite but honestly I really like sunday school....Okay let me get to the point, today we had another movie day and the title was LOVE IS TOUGH....and ways to handle it...to me one part of that whole video struck me which was " In Love There Must Be Freedom and if one in a relationship starts to depart slowly what we as the partner should give that person some space and go the other way....and if that lover of yours comes back then you were meant to be ....if nt that person never belonged to you at all.......and you should move on......hehe.....okay .....take care....bye.............

hope you have learnt something....hehe....=)

AMELIA!!!!!

2008-07-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, I do not talk about her alot so yea here's my chance....well Amelia Krishantini Shelton is my eldest sister...she is 20 this year...she is studying in India.....taking up dentistry...she is an amazing sister actually.....and she can be a good friend....why i admire my sister so much is that she is sooo determine when it comes to studies and work and almost everything.....to be a successful person you have to have that quality....I am working on it.....anyway....she is tall,entertaining and very sociable....i am somthing like her except the (height).......well i think i would pick her as my role model.....i wish to score great A's like her and also enjoy my life....so yea...this is so random but yea....i do miss her very much.....and to all the Christians out there who views my blog i hope you pray for my sister as she is living alone in India.....and pray she is always safe and the holy spirit will be with her all the way until she returns home to Malaysia......okay that is it.....take care.............

Sempurna

2008-07-26T04:12:00.000-07:00

SEMPURNA!!! It can mean a lot if you actually see...But let's put it this way sempurna simply means PERFECT!!!..I really admire this word so much after listening to this really awsome song entitled sempurna by Andra and The Backbone....It is really an amazing song if you carefully listen to the lyrics....i do not want to puzzle you even further but here these are the lyrics....

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

well that is like the first half of the song with the chorus.....
in translation for the chorus its means....

You’re my blood
You’re my heart
You’re my life
You complete me (I know this is cliche!)
My love, you’re perfection.

awsome isn't it....well enjoy....i urge you to listen to this song or check it out on youtube....

take care....=)

Comment k....hehe....

Simple

2008-07-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hey,I have got to be totally honest with you....I am not a true blogger.....so bare with me.....So since its my first time blogging I would like to introduce myself.....My name is Paula Sindhu Shelton. I am only 15 years and 7 months old.....I am planning on being a Famous Chef with the Finest Restaurant in the world....But to be more realistic I want to be an Interior Designer....I love to sing and socialise with people....I have great and awsome friends....who are Charmaine & Sonia,Isaac & Rachel, Yuan Ping & Emily, Fiona & Jen Mee...I really adore these ppl.....there are actually more so don't be taken aback by this.......my whole idea of having a blog is to tell people bout my life and god and stuff even my closest buddies don't know.....I call this a place to let go cause it really is......I know I am really new you can tell so yea.....I shall stop here and to all my dearly beloved Friends.......I heart you Ppl always and Forever....